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Southern Florida [18 Oct 2005|04:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Axelrod Gunnerson - Holla Back Girl ]

My weekend was filled with Southern Floridaness. My brother and his wife had a casino themed party on Saturday. Since this was the last time I'll be able to see my brother, whom is a hero to me, for a very long time because I'm moving to Philadelphia, my mom made it a point for us to make it there.

After 8 hours of driving around and finally finding a motel, we settle in to the Dragon Inn in hopes of reaching peaceful sleep. I come up with the bright idea of smoking pot, and she gave me a xanax. I was sure I was going to fall asleep. Alas, the quality time got to the best of us and we stayed up until 9 smoking the green talking about anything you wouldn't imagine being discussed between a mother and her daughter.

Saturday was my sister-in-laws birthday, so her and my brother threw a party. We made it to their house two hours before the party started and knew that we were on a roll (bad luck likes to come our way quite often). Now Stacey, she likes to go all out for her parties. It seems like they could have easily spent $500 just on decorations. There hung a banner when you pull into the drive way displaying "STACEY'S CASINO PARTY" accompanied by a red carpet.

Things started moving socially faster and everyone was getting their drink on. Now, my brother hadn't planned on my moving so early and the party was for adults [Stacey turned 37(maybe, I guess)], so I ended up the youngest one there, seperated from everyone there by at least a decade. Finally in the end, I wound up drunk on gin and tonics (it's my candy) and had a "nice" heartfelt talk with my brother.



These are pictures from Saturday morning. I went to the beach since I couldn't sleep and dipped my feet into the Atlantic Ocean. Yummies!

I also have pictures )

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[09 Aug 2005|05:23pm]
[ mood | bored ]

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<3 [07 Aug 2005|01:15am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | sufjan stevens - casimir pulaski day ]

happy birthday, veronika davis!

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seriously, i have no idea. [31 Jul 2005|02:56am]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | dr. dog - wake up ]

i was seriously in tears of laugher during this...


InfamousAdnama (2:45:25 AM): you want to hear what happened to me today?
CrazyMike918 (2:45:28 AM): sure
InfamousAdnama (2:46:04 AM): well i was trowing a baseball with my dad
InfamousAdnama (2:46:07 AM): it's saturday
InfamousAdnama (2:46:16 AM): and we see each other on every other saturday
InfamousAdnama (2:46:25 AM): like the type of things you see in movies
InfamousAdnama (2:46:47 AM): he's a big lawyer and shit, and i'm stuck with my poor ole sick mother
InfamousAdnama (2:46:52 AM): well
InfamousAdnama (2:46:53 AM): today
InfamousAdnama (2:46:56 AM): when we were in the park
InfamousAdnama (2:47:28 AM): it was around noon, because it rained in the late afternoon, my dad and i were trowing this baseball back and forth
CrazyMike918 (2:47:37 AM): yea
InfamousAdnama (2:47:55 AM): and we got pretty far away from each other
InfamousAdnama (2:48:06 AM): because we've been doing this since i was a small tom boy
InfamousAdnama (2:48:08 AM): you know
InfamousAdnama (2:48:17 AM): those girls that like to do boy things when they are little.
InfamousAdnama (2:48:21 AM): ...
CrazyMike918 (2:48:23 AM): yes
CrazyMike918 (2:48:25 AM): i know
InfamousAdnama (2:48:27 AM): sometimes turn out as dikes
InfamousAdnama (2:48:30 AM): well
CrazyMike918 (2:48:34 AM): like you
CrazyMike918 (2:48:40 AM): ha
InfamousAdnama (2:48:49 AM): we were throwing this baseball from a long distance away
CrazyMike918 (2:48:57 AM): ahhh yes
CrazyMike918 (2:49:01 AM): long distance
InfamousAdnama (2:49:02 AM): i mean
CrazyMike918 (2:49:03 AM): baseball
InfamousAdnama (2:49:07 AM): we are just that fucking good
InfamousAdnama (2:49:28 AM): we can even smoke a cigarette while throwing this baseball from a really far away distance
InfamousAdnama (2:49:33 AM): and catch it all at the same time
InfamousAdnama (2:49:56 AM): well
InfamousAdnama (2:50:06 AM): he threw it at me one final time
InfamousAdnama (2:50:12 AM): the last time he ever threw that ball
InfamousAdnama (2:50:17 AM): and now it's behind that fence
InfamousAdnama (2:50:26 AM): where that wretched dog lives
InfamousAdnama (2:50:29 AM): you know
InfamousAdnama (2:50:33 AM): like that one from the sandlot
InfamousAdnama (2:50:37 AM): well
CrazyMike918 (2:50:43 AM): what the fuckin hell are you talkin about
CrazyMike918 (2:50:50 AM): you drunk or somethin?
InfamousAdnama (2:50:52 AM): my dad threw that ball to me
CrazyMike918 (2:51:03 AM): you should go get it
InfamousAdnama (2:51:04 AM): and it got me right in the mouth
InfamousAdnama (2:51:11 AM): knocked all my teeth out
InfamousAdnama (2:51:17 AM): bounced right off my face
CrazyMike918 (2:51:18 AM): yea bullshit
InfamousAdnama (2:51:23 AM): and over to that damned dog
CrazyMike918 (2:53:14 AM): welp that sucks
InfamousAdnama (2:53:41 AM): yeah dude
InfamousAdnama (2:53:48 AM): i went to the hospital and shit
CrazyMike918 (2:54:10 AM): dont lie
InfamousAdnama (2:54:20 AM): seriously man
InfamousAdnama (2:54:25 AM): i was sedated all day
InfamousAdnama (2:54:32 AM): so i'm a little tipsy turvy right now
CrazyMike918 (2:54:37 AM): so you got your teeth knocked out?
CrazyMike918 (2:54:40 AM): did they put them back in?
InfamousAdnama (2:54:49 AM): well
InfamousAdnama (2:54:56 AM): while i was at the park
InfamousAdnama (2:54:59 AM): i was with my dad
InfamousAdnama (2:55:02 AM): because it's saturday
CrazyMike918 (2:55:17 AM): wtf



that's absurd.

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23:09:00 [24 Jun 2005|03:09am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | dolorean - the search ]

my gums have been quite irritated recently. they bleed insanely when i brush my teeth. now, just a little bit ago, they just started bleeding sitting here. i got the dentist on the fifth, and i'm scared.

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they need a change, they'll need a crane [21 Jun 2005|01:40am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | they might be giants ]

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i saw my baby wearing santa's beard )

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[19 Jun 2005|07:00pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | television - marquee moon ]

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happy father's day.



now it's time to fuckin' throw down!

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i've been looking for a place for me, but it just ain't anywhere. [24 May 2005|01:12am]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | the soft boys - underwater moonlight ]

so this guy i work with needed a ride home tonight, so i took him home. on the way, i aked if he smoked pot, and he did, so i asked him if he wanted to, and he said sure. now, this guy is alright hanging around at work. he can't read, but if he has the extra headset, he's pretty good. beside that, he'll stay til close if i offer him a ride home so i don't have to make food.

anyways

we get to his house, and he offers his porch to smoke on. he invistes me in to meet his mom, but i took one step inside and it smelled like shit. needless to say, i decided against that. he had a bunch of animals roaming around.

he told me at work today that he was from west virginia, where there's a lot of hillbillies, and that he stole a car for kicks at the age of seven. i assume that's why he can't read.

after i start to bring out the last of my weed, his mom came out and sat down on the last remaining worn out recliner. she talked of remodeling their house, of the "nice people" that are this kid's friends, and how i'm defintely invited back. all the while watching the bowl travel to her and to her son, her dad in the back just correcting her.

their grammer was awful, but i tried not to pay attetion. finally after the second time of announcing my leave, i made my way into my car, took a deep breath and drove away.

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random statements [18 May 2005|10:44pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | sexy boys - tard song ]

i've been listening to my playlist on shuffle recently, which is weird. i always hated shuffle before.

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[18 May 2005|10:07pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | little wings - look at what the light did now ]

thomas needs to visit me soon.
debora, amy and i need to go apartment shopping soon.
my new kitten is so fucking insane.
veronika can vouch for that one.
but i seriously miss you, thomas.

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[11 May 2005|01:51pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | beck - bottle of blues ]

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cat lovers unite! )

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beneath the moon tonight, we're the sea. [10 May 2005|03:09am]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | hmm ]

and oh how she prays to find a man to blame
for every loveless night she waits
and for every gun that she frowned upon
but still some fucker made
and then for the kid beneath the balcony
behind the garbage can
who waits for the king to come
and hold his sweating hand

-samuel beam- )

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[27 Apr 2005|11:38am]
[ mood | YAYAYAYAYAY! ]
[ music | the beach boys - i just wasn't made for these times ]

debora is coming over soon.
i'm still naked.
DEBORA IS COMING OVER SOON!!!!!! OMG OMG OMGAOMGOM GOMG OMG!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111
so uh, debora. here. soon.

i'm going to see iron & wine on friday.
the valencia application deadline is friday.
looks like i'm going to have to leave a little earlier than planned and find something to do in JAMLANDO.
maybe justo will want to hang out.
i wish i got paid this week.
next week, when i get paid, it will be lots of money! =)
time to start paying off the many debts.
debora and i are going to visit corey and tristian during lunch.
she better get here soon.


haha.
stupid post.
but none the less. i love debora.

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like i give a shit [21 Apr 2005|01:27pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | !!! - pardon my freedom ]

so yesterday was the first 4/20 i've celebrated since eighth grade with joe.
fernando is staying here now.
jesse got rejected by the air force because of a charge of paraphernalia seven years ago.
i went to work high for the first time yesterday and smoked some kid out on break. he ended up passing out or something and got fired because "we do the job sober."
haha.

pothead festivities )

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screaming out of control [20 Apr 2005|05:38am]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | radiohead - 2+2=5 ]

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hop along, queen ansleis )

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my flesh sings out. it says, "come put me out." [16 Apr 2005|01:18am]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | devendra - rejoicing in the hands ]

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mmmmmmmm cuuuuuuut )

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[08 Apr 2005|02:59pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | mirah - pollen ]

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don't panic

[04 Apr 2005|03:33pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | trail of dead ]

look at those cunts on MTV with cars and cribs and rings and shit.
is that what being a celebrity means?
look boys and girls on BBC
see corpses, rapes, and amputees.
what do you think now of the american dream?


=)!

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: - \ [30 Mar 2005|10:47am]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | the kinks - see my friends ]

horizon seems like a better idea everyday.

don't panic

i will stop for nothing [28 Mar 2005|08:04pm]
[ music | radiohead - electioneering ]

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not everyone can relate to what you and i appreciate )

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i've come to a realization [27 Mar 2005|08:18pm]
[ music | hendrix ]

i don't want to be the focus of anyone's life.

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[27 Mar 2005|07:40pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

where the hell is debora. the only person i would wish to be here right now is no where to be found. NOT TOO LONG UNTIL I FREAK OUT.

don't panic

[27 Mar 2005|05:15pm]
[ mood | ` ]
[ music | weezer - only in dreams ]

where the hell is my hat??

don't panic

[23 Mar 2005|03:20pm]
[ music | mayday ]

SIXTY-NINE!!!!!11

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[23 Mar 2005|03:00pm]
[ music | mayday - oil blood ]

ow i am on fire (2:56:50 PM): i saw this blind guy once and he was just sitting there being blind. so i was like "FUCK YOU, YOU ILLITERATE PIECE OF SHIT". but then he's like, no dude, i can read, so he got out a braille copy of little women and started running his fingers over it and i was like "fuck you, that's cheating" so i took his wallet and i left
ow i am on fire (2:56:52 PM): true story

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[23 Mar 2005|02:25pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | simon & garfunkel ]

two coffees later and i feel alright.

apparently someone got hurt badly enough to require an helicopter at the plaza where the old publix is. i went to circle k to get some coffee and the helicopter flew overhead. i noticed it was really low and not moving very fast. then it landed on the parking lot and i saw stevie watching, so i went and asked him what was going on. he didn't know.





let us be lovers
we'll marry our fortunes together
i've got some real estate here in my bag
so we bought a pack of cigarettes and mrs. wagner's pies
and we walked off to look for america
"cathy," i said as we boarded a greyhound in pittsburgh
"michigan seems like a dream to me now"
it took me four days to hitchhike from saginaw
i've gone to look for america
laughing on the bus
playing games with the faces
she said the man in the gabardine suit was a spy
i said, "be careful. his bowtie is really a camera"
toss me a cigarette
i think there's one in the raincoat
we smoked the last one an hour ago
So I looked at the scenary
she read her magazine
and the moon rose over and open field
"cathy, i'm lost," i said though i knew she was sleeping
i'm empty and aching and i don't know why
county the cors on the new jersey turnpike
they've all come to look for america
all come to look for america

don't panic

sleep is coming..... NOW! [15 Mar 2005|02:30am]
[ mood | delirious ]
[ music | the beatles ]

yeah.

hello mister economics term paper.

FUCK YOU, YOU ARE FINISHED.

i reign victor... halfway.

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amy and debora [09 Mar 2005|11:54pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | mirah - the light ]

there are no women greater than these two.

i love them both with all my heart.

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post #100 [08 Mar 2005|11:19am]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | the flaming lips - yoshimi battles the pink robots ]

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wake up, little sparrow. [03 Mar 2005|11:54am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | explosions in the sky - memorial ]

if there's ever been an overload of drama in citrus county, now is it's peak. frankly, i'm sick of some of my friends right now. there's only about three people that make me smile at the thought of them.

i, for one, need to start fucking waking up on time. maybe not going to sleep early enough is causing it. why would i even doubt that's the reason? ricky made an LJ entry about creating a wake up call service for those in high school. it's a fucking great idea, even though i won't be there after this year. too many kids have problems waking up. i have two alarms in my room, one on either side of my room. i just plugged in another one and put it by my door.

i'm in dire need for a jesse date. how can someone not like jesse. he's all that is open arms. i also need to get on the roll with college shit.

i'm going to school now to have lunch with someone.

bye.

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