Abused and Used and Cut In Two

Southern Florida

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 20:47:04 GMT

My weekend was filled with Southern Floridaness. My brother and his wife had a casino themed party on Saturday. Since this was the last time I'll be able to see my brother, whom is a hero to me, for a very long time because I'm moving to Philadelphia, my mom made it a point for us to make it there.

After 8 hours of driving around and finally finding a motel, we settle in to the Dragon Inn in hopes of reaching peaceful sleep. I come up with the bright idea of smoking pot, and she gave me a xanax. I was sure I was going to fall asleep. Alas, the quality time got to the best of us and we stayed up until 9 smoking the green talking about anything you wouldn't imagine being discussed between a mother and her daughter.

Saturday was my sister-in-laws birthday, so her and my brother threw a party. We made it to their house two hours before the party started and knew that we were on a roll (bad luck likes to come our way quite often). Now Stacey, she likes to go all out for her parties. It seems like they could have easily spent $500 just on decorations. There hung a banner when you pull into the drive way displaying "STACEY'S CASINO PARTY" accompanied by a red carpet.

Things started moving socially faster and everyone was getting their drink on. Now, my brother hadn't planned on my moving so early and the party was for adults [Stacey turned 37(maybe, I guess)], so I ended up the youngest one there, seperated from everyone there by at least a decade. Finally in the end, I wound up drunk on gin and tonics (it's my candy) and had a "nice" heartfelt talk with my brother.

These are pictures from Saturday morning. I went to the beach since I couldn't sleep and dipped my feet into the Atlantic Ocean. Yummies!

The sky was grey and there was mist coming from above, but I couldn't have felt any better about things.

This trash can I watched for 30 minutes traveling in an out of the water. I did something like this when it got a little later and a little warmer and I went out into the water. Also not sneaking on to a private beach.

I sat on the sea wall of this house for a while doing things you do when you have time to do anything.

So I like being a girl. What's it to ya?

This was my final stop on the private beach. As you can probably tell, it was a pricey little area. On the left is a sculpture of an eighth note, so it caught my eye. There was a guy inside that I could make the silhouette out of. I started dancing around and acting childish, but I wasn't sure if he was looking or not.

I surely enjoyed myself.

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 21:23:24 GMT

<3

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 05:15:58 GMT

happy birthday, veronika davis!

seriously, i have no idea.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 06:58:36 GMT

i was seriously in tears of laugher during this...

InfamousAdnama (2:45:25 AM): you want to hear what happened to me today?
CrazyMike918 (2:45:28 AM): sure
InfamousAdnama (2:46:04 AM): well i was trowing a baseball with my dad
InfamousAdnama (2:46:07 AM): it's saturday
InfamousAdnama (2:46:16 AM): and we see each other on every other saturday
InfamousAdnama (2:46:25 AM): like the type of things you see in movies
InfamousAdnama (2:46:47 AM): he's a big lawyer and shit, and i'm stuck with my poor ole sick mother
InfamousAdnama (2:46:52 AM): well
InfamousAdnama (2:46:53 AM): today
InfamousAdnama (2:46:56 AM): when we were in the park
InfamousAdnama (2:47:28 AM): it was around noon, because it rained in the late afternoon, my dad and i were trowing this baseball back and forth
CrazyMike918 (2:47:37 AM): yea
InfamousAdnama (2:47:55 AM): and we got pretty far away from each other
InfamousAdnama (2:48:06 AM): because we've been doing this since i was a small tom boy
InfamousAdnama (2:48:08 AM): you know
InfamousAdnama (2:48:17 AM): those girls that like to do boy things when they are little.
InfamousAdnama (2:48:21 AM): ...
CrazyMike918 (2:48:23 AM): yes
CrazyMike918 (2:48:25 AM): i know
InfamousAdnama (2:48:27 AM): sometimes turn out as dikes
InfamousAdnama (2:48:30 AM): well
CrazyMike918 (2:48:34 AM): like you
CrazyMike918 (2:48:40 AM): ha
InfamousAdnama (2:48:49 AM): we were throwing this baseball from a long distance away
CrazyMike918 (2:48:57 AM): ahhh yes
CrazyMike918 (2:49:01 AM): long distance
InfamousAdnama (2:49:02 AM): i mean
CrazyMike918 (2:49:03 AM): baseball
InfamousAdnama (2:49:07 AM): we are just that fucking good
InfamousAdnama (2:49:28 AM): we can even smoke a cigarette while throwing this baseball from a really far away distance
InfamousAdnama (2:49:33 AM): and catch it all at the same time
InfamousAdnama (2:49:56 AM): well
InfamousAdnama (2:50:06 AM): he threw it at me one final time
InfamousAdnama (2:50:12 AM): the last time he ever threw that ball
InfamousAdnama (2:50:17 AM): and now it's behind that fence
InfamousAdnama (2:50:26 AM): where that wretched dog lives
InfamousAdnama (2:50:29 AM): you know
InfamousAdnama (2:50:33 AM): like that one from the sandlot
InfamousAdnama (2:50:37 AM): well
CrazyMike918 (2:50:43 AM): what the fuckin hell are you talkin about
CrazyMike918 (2:50:50 AM): you drunk or somethin?
InfamousAdnama (2:50:52 AM): my dad threw that ball to me
CrazyMike918 (2:51:03 AM): you should go get it
InfamousAdnama (2:51:04 AM): and it got me right in the mouth
InfamousAdnama (2:51:11 AM): knocked all my teeth out
InfamousAdnama (2:51:17 AM): bounced right off my face
CrazyMike918 (2:51:18 AM): yea bullshit
InfamousAdnama (2:51:23 AM): and over to that damned dog
CrazyMike918 (2:53:14 AM): welp that sucks
InfamousAdnama (2:53:41 AM): yeah dude
InfamousAdnama (2:53:48 AM): i went to the hospital and shit
CrazyMike918 (2:54:10 AM): dont lie
InfamousAdnama (2:54:20 AM): seriously man
InfamousAdnama (2:54:25 AM): i was sedated all day
InfamousAdnama (2:54:32 AM): so i'm a little tipsy turvy right now
CrazyMike918 (2:54:37 AM): so you got your teeth knocked out?
CrazyMike918 (2:54:40 AM): did they put them back in?
InfamousAdnama (2:54:49 AM): well
InfamousAdnama (2:54:56 AM): while i was at the park
InfamousAdnama (2:54:59 AM): i was with my dad
InfamousAdnama (2:55:02 AM): because it's saturday
CrazyMike918 (2:55:17 AM): wtf

that's absurd.

23:09:00

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 07:10:18 GMT

my gums have been quite irritated recently. they bleed insanely when i brush my teeth. now, just a little bit ago, they just started bleeding sitting here. i got the dentist on the fifth, and i'm scared.

they need a change, they'll need a crane

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 05:44:19 GMT

i bought cigarettes for debora.

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 23:03:40 GMT

happy father's day.

now it's time to fuckin' throw down!

i've been looking for a place for me, but it just ain't anywhere.

Tue, 24 May 2005 05:25:58 GMT

so this guy i work with needed a ride home tonight, so i took him home. on the way, i aked if he smoked pot, and he did, so i asked him if he wanted to, and he said sure. now, this guy is alright hanging around at work. he can't read, but if he has the extra headset, he's pretty good. beside that, he'll stay til close if i offer him a ride home so i don't have to make food.

anyways

we get to his house, and he offers his porch to smoke on. he invistes me in to meet his mom, but i took one step inside and it smelled like shit. needless to say, i decided against that. he had a bunch of animals roaming around.

he told me at work today that he was from west virginia, where there's a lot of hillbillies, and that he stole a car for kicks at the age of seven. i assume that's why he can't read.

after i start to bring out the last of my weed, his mom came out and sat down on the last remaining worn out recliner. she talked of remodeling their house, of the "nice people" that are this kid's friends, and how i'm defintely invited back. all the while watching the bowl travel to her and to her son, her dad in the back just correcting her.

their grammer was awful, but i tried not to pay attetion. finally after the second time of announcing my leave, i made my way into my car, took a deep breath and drove away.

random statements

Thu, 19 May 2005 02:46:11 GMT

i've been listening to my playlist on shuffle recently, which is weird. i always hated shuffle before.

Thu, 19 May 2005 02:09:57 GMT

thomas needs to visit me soon.
debora, amy and i need to go apartment shopping soon.
my new kitten is so fucking insane.
veronika can vouch for that one.
but i seriously miss you, thomas.

Wed, 11 May 2005 17:55:22 GMT

he doesn't have a name yet.

any suggestions?

plus

i got this...

beneath the moon tonight, we're the sea.

Tue, 10 May 2005 07:14:01 GMT

and oh how she prays to find a man to blame
for every loveless night she waits
and for every gun that she frowned upon
but still some fucker made
and then for the kid beneath the balcony
behind the garbage can
who waits for the king to come
and hold his sweating hand

+ hug.

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 15:42:56 GMT

debora is coming over soon.
i'm still naked.
DEBORA IS COMING OVER SOON!!!!!! OMG OMG OMGAOMGOM GOMG OMG!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111
so uh, debora. here. soon.

i'm going to see iron & wine on friday.
the valencia application deadline is friday.
looks like i'm going to have to leave a little earlier than planned and find something to do in JAMLANDO.
maybe justo will want to hang out.
i wish i got paid this week.
next week, when i get paid, it will be lots of money! =)
time to start paying off the many debts.
debora and i are going to visit corey and tristian during lunch.
she better get here soon.

haha.
stupid post.
but none the less. i love debora.

like i give a shit

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 17:33:19 GMT

so yesterday was the first 4/20 i've celebrated since eighth grade with joe.
fernando is staying here now.
jesse got rejected by the air force because of a charge of paraphernalia seven years ago.
i went to work high for the first time yesterday and smoked some kid out on break. he ended up passing out or something and got fired because "we do the job sober."
haha.

two pm-ish 4/20

toad and cricket got cat nip for the holiday.

i love kitties!

midnight forty-five-ish 4/21

woo-hoo!
rock 'n' roll!

screaming out of control

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 09:42:33 GMT

life sure is changing.

my flesh sings out. it says, "come put me out."

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 05:28:11 GMT

BOOM!

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 19:01:35 GMT

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 19:35:14 GMT

look at those cunts on MTV with cars and cribs and rings and shit.
is that what being a celebrity means?
look boys and girls on BBC
see corpses, rapes, and amputees.
what do you think now of the american dream?

=)!

: - \

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 15:48:03 GMT

horizon seems like a better idea everyday.

i will stop for nothing

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 01:24:34 GMT

i've come to a realization

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 01:18:41 GMT

i don't want to be the focus of anyone's life.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:41:17 GMT

where the hell is debora. the only person i would wish to be here right now is no where to be found. NOT TOO LONG UNTIL I FREAK OUT.

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:15:49 GMT

where the hell is my hat??

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 20:21:09 GMT

SIXTY-NINE!!!!!11

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 20:10:50 GMT

ow i am on fire (2:56:50 PM): i saw this blind guy once and he was just sitting there being blind. so i was like "FUCK YOU, YOU ILLITERATE PIECE OF SHIT". but then he's like, no dude, i can read, so he got out a braille copy of little women and started running his fingers over it and i was like "fuck you, that's cheating" so i took his wallet and i left
ow i am on fire (2:56:52 PM): true story

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